Boys, Boys, Boys
10/2/2018
Hey You,
It's been a few days. I got better but I'm slowly sinking again. I hope you understand that feeling. There's this guy named Tristan who I find attractive; he also seems sweet. But I can't help but cry every time I see Conner. Maybe now I can be friends with C? I'm not sure that is the wisest idea. I also think he hates me; his eyes show the indifference. Yesterday though, Hemi came up and gave me a hug which was kind. I didn't realize how much of a softy he is underneath his stone mask. Someday he'll make a great husband to whomever he marries. That makes me ask more questions. Would I be a good wife? Or even a current girlfriend? I'm not sure...
Sometimes I just want someone next to me. Someone who will make me laugh and I could give them countless hugs. Those feelings are the worst during the colder, greyer days. Hopefully someday soon I'll be in love like I was. It's one of the best feelings in the world.
Someday hopefully I can give you a hug.
Love,
A Past You
Hey You,
It's been a few days. I got better but I'm slowly sinking again. I hope you understand that feeling. There's this guy named Tristan who I find attractive; he also seems sweet. But I can't help but cry every time I see Conner. Maybe now I can be friends with C? I'm not sure that is the wisest idea. I also think he hates me; his eyes show the indifference. Yesterday though, Hemi came up and gave me a hug which was kind. I didn't realize how much of a softy he is underneath his stone mask. Someday he'll make a great husband to whomever he marries. That makes me ask more questions. Would I be a good wife? Or even a current girlfriend? I'm not sure...
Sometimes I just want someone next to me. Someone who will make me laugh and I could give them countless hugs. Those feelings are the worst during the colder, greyer days. Hopefully someday soon I'll be in love like I was. It's one of the best feelings in the world.
Someday hopefully I can give you a hug.
Love,
A Past You
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