The Final Goodbye
10/8/2018
Hey You,
I want to thank you for being here through my life. This next month is never easy. October 7 to November 7, and then I can breathe on the 8th. I'm fine for now, but waves of emotion that once gave way to joy now pave the road with loneliness and envy. When someone asks you what do you want, people will often give material answers. I want love. Unfortunately, that's not something that can be wrapped in purple tissue paper and handed to you in a birthday bag. Tomorrow, I should figure out what I'm going to do. Should I get drinks at the hard rock, go on a road trip, or stay at home? I'm going to make the 18-year marker different. I will because I have a great group of friends, and I love them so much. Maybe I'll celebrate them instead. Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. Sarah and Michelle both love sunflowers; Alexis might get a dog toy if she gets a puppy; Morgan loves politics. Everything will be okay. I'm fine, at least for now. Baby steps.
Love,
A Past You
Hey You,
I want to thank you for being here through my life. This next month is never easy. October 7 to November 7, and then I can breathe on the 8th. I'm fine for now, but waves of emotion that once gave way to joy now pave the road with loneliness and envy. When someone asks you what do you want, people will often give material answers. I want love. Unfortunately, that's not something that can be wrapped in purple tissue paper and handed to you in a birthday bag. Tomorrow, I should figure out what I'm going to do. Should I get drinks at the hard rock, go on a road trip, or stay at home? I'm going to make the 18-year marker different. I will because I have a great group of friends, and I love them so much. Maybe I'll celebrate them instead. Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. Sarah and Michelle both love sunflowers; Alexis might get a dog toy if she gets a puppy; Morgan loves politics. Everything will be okay. I'm fine, at least for now. Baby steps.
Love,
A Past You
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